I’m still alive yeah yeah yeah yeah!

Oh, and do I deserve to be
Is that the question
And if so…if so…who answers…who answers…

 

I feel like waking up I’ve had this dream before

I know only time will tell
If all the cards will treat me well
Cause this hand that I been dealt
Keeps me wondering
So now here I turn the page
I’ve learned to silence all my rage
Tell me who can really say
What will tomorrow bring

I’ll take these footsteps
Go higher go higher

http://rd.io/x/QbZDjjdctKH1/

 

does an angel contemplate my fate

so when i’m lying in my bed
thoughts running through my head
and i feel that love is dead
i’m loving angels instead

and through it all she offers me protection
a lot of love and affection
whether i’m right or wrong
and down the waterfall
wherever it may take me
i know that life won’t break me
when I come to call she won’t forsake me
i’m loving angels instead

http://rd.io/x/QbZDjjcJ8Uo/

SFSFYTIATLFT

enough is enough! stop! damn straight… stop!!

I’ve been sittin’ here just wastin’ time, drinking, smoking, thinking, trying to free my mind

I’ve been sittin’ here just wastin’ time
Drinking, smoking, thinking, trying to free my mind
I’ve been sittin’ here just wastin’ time
Drinking, smoking, trying to free my mind
Smokin’ and drinkin’
I’ve been sittin’ here just wastin’ time
Drinking, smoking, thinking, and trying to free my mind
Tryin’ to free my mind
I’ve been sittin’ here just wastin’ time
Drinking, smoking, trying to free my mind
Wastin’ my time
Hey I’m smokin’
Hey I’m drinkin’ tryin’ to free my mind
I’ve been sittin’ here just wastin’ time
Drinking, smoking, trying to free my mind

http://rd.io/x/QbZDjjffB7U/

… my pi day 3.1415 (almost) 4:20!

I can’t feel my life. Makes me wanna cry.

How bad I feel inside. Like I wanna die.

Can’t explain – won’t apologize.

Destination unknown. Wreckage in tow.
Depression grows. I have no home.

http://rd.io/x/QbZDjjcdDjI/

pin me down show me how

looking back to find my way never seemed so hard
yesterday’s been laid to rest changing of the guard
I would never change a thing even if I could
all the songs we used to sing everything was good

I remember watching you once upon a time
dancing from across the room in another life

a little bit of resolve is what I need now

I feel the question of your loneliness

confide ’cause I’ll be on your side
you know I will, you know I will

my friends are so distressed
and standing on the brink of emptiness
no words I know of to express
this emptiness

http://rd.io/x/QbZDjjdOLso/

 

“I am me, I am not you” – danistrulytheman

I can’t anticipate, dictate, or control the actions of others! I can’t think what your thinking, I can’t make you think what I’m thinking! You are wholly responsible for your thoughts/actions, as am I!! Fifty years … finally got it figured out!! Age begets wisdom!!

so here I am in my house drinking on my own settee

… everyone’s a cunt in this life no one’s there for me!

there is a river I’ve found into the wild under the ground

bid farewell to yesterday
say goodbye I’m on my way

but in the end we all
come from what’s come before
so here I go…

I’m just sitting here watching the wheels go round and round, I really love to watch them roll!

There Is Nothing Left To Lose

Run and tell all of the angels
This could take all night
Think I need a devil to help me get things right
Hook me up a new revolution
‘Cause this one is a lie
We sat around laughing and watched the last one die

I’m looking to the sky to save me
Looking for a sign of life
Looking for something to help me burn out bright
I’m looking for a complication
Looking ’cause I’m tired of trying

http://rd.io/x/QbZDjjdzano/

I have sold my soul to you

man tells me so, that ain’t the way, gonna make a deal with you child

gonna live another day, just sign right here son, everything will be all right

http://rd.io/x/QbZDjjdrOU8/

been cheating gravity and waiting on the fall

how did this come over me thought was above it all
our hope’s gone up in smoke swallow your crown

give me some rope I’m coming loose I’m hanging on you

when you grab ahold of me, tell me that I’ll never be set free

ain’t got no quarrels with God
ain’t got no time to grow old
Lord knows I’m weak

won’t somebody get me off of this reef

some day you will find me caught beneath the landslide

in a champagne supernova in the sky

how many special people change
how many lives are living strange
where were you when we were getting high

but you and I we live and die
the world’s still spinning round
we don’t know why
why why why why

2 pints of booze, tell me are you a badfish too?

Are you a badfish too?

When you grab a hold of me, tell me that I’ll never be set free
But I’m a parasite, creep and crawl I step into the night
Ain’t got no money to spend, I hope the night will never end
Lord knows I’m weak, won’t somebody get me off of this reef

Ain’t got no quarrels with God, ain’t got no time to grow old
Lord knows I’m weak, won’t somebody get me off of this reef

give me reason to fill this hole connect this space between

in every loss in every lie
in every truth that you deny
and each regret and each goodbye

WHOAAA … that don’t even elicit a response????

… you fucking kidding me??  S’ok folks, go back to your old-time-standby-shit … your ABBA, or your whatever the hell it is … not seeing the forest for the trees along the way … by this time tomorrow you’ll get back to the cold …